Apa itu sustainable ?

Hi everyone,

How it's going? Muhyiddin letak jawatan? Pilihan raya during covid? Okay first of all aku baru dengar this news today and yeah quite shocking. Tapi apa je yang tak shocking from Malaysia nowadays kan. Backdoor government? The change of government? what else? Covid hit million cases? I'm just not shock anymore. 
I'm not in the country right now so you guys figure out. Hope so. Alright people enough of that. Let's get to the topic today.


Topik kita hari ni adalah about Sustainability. Okay apa itu sustainability? 




"Sustainability means meeting our own needs without compromising the ability of future generations to meet their own needs."

So basically our needs macam shelter, water, food, clothes, safe environment and many more. We all at some point pernah dengar pasal terms ni. Preserving environment, going green, Reuse and Recycle and banyak la many initiative and program yang ajar kita pasal this in school. 

Tapi sejauh mana kita faham pasal sustainability and incorporating it in our daily life. Hari ni aku discuss specifically pasal what fashion industry and purchasing culture have done to our planet. Sebelum aku nak cerita panjang i just want to say it is shocking.

Before I live in New Zealand, I grew up in Malaysia where the purchasing culture is normal. The more the better. We always looking for a great value for anything. We all strive for 3 for RM10 tshirt kan. Tapi apa yang kita bayar tbh it's not fair to the garment production in the fashion factory. People that work for the fashion industry living in such a bad working conditions. Imagine living with $3 by working long hours at the factory. It doesn't seems real but it is. 


I used to love splurging buying too much clothes that i don't even need, There's a bunch of clothes sitting in my wardrobe waiting to be throw away. Which is bad. 

"Fashion's emissions total more than international flights and maritime shipping combined"


That just show bertapa kita tak pernah think twice about our purchasing. Sejak aku study about sustainability and involve in a documentary about that, aku cuba kawal aku punya purchasing. I'm not like macam totally avoid fast fashion stores sebab aku realistically aku tak mampu to afford the sustainable clothes in the market. It is so expensive because of the fair trade. But sekarang aku cuba think twice bila membeli. Cari alternative like 2nd hand shop kalau kat malaysia bundle or thrift shop you know. Dekat new zealand ni pulak, memang culture suka recycle. Dorang sentiasa jual 2nd hand baju kat marketplace. So aku selalu gak ah browsing around pieces aku nak before aku pergi kedai beli baru. 




There is so many ways to be sustainable. We have to be creative. Buying "too cheap" clothes is not the answer. It's killing the planet. Cheap clothes means you don't even think twice when to throw away. Never once think of clothes as disposable. Many baju kita pakai is not biodegradable which means it sitting in the landfill for 100 years and more. Nak tau kenapa? sebab dalam cheap clothing banyak was mix with polyester which is coming from plastic. Mixed material of garments memang susah nak recycle. Kalau ada yang cakap boleh that still bullshit la. That's definitely greenwashing. Producing the clothes kita pakai also waste too much water. 
 

For example, it takes about 2,700 liters of water to make just one t-shirt , which is enough water for one person to drink for 900 days.

See this, by buying less clothes we can save so much water. We help the planet. Sebab tu aku rasa as consumer we have the power to use our clothes longer. Carefully choose our clothes by check good material that can last long. Kalau kita tengok giant fashion brands macam H&M, Zara, Topshop and many more. They are based on fast fashion business model. Which means producing clothes in short amount of times. Cut times on the production and compress it in for say 3 months. So instead of kita ada 4 seasons yang kita perlu, we have about 52 seasons in a year. New clothes coming in every week to meet our demands. Tak gila ke with this data. Berapa banyak clothes kita perlukan as human being? 

Dulu aku selalu pergi beli kat H&M sebab idk dia macam baju dia cantik and banyak choice. Tapi skrg aku avoid h&m at all cost. Aku tak tau kenapa kat malaysia aku tak expose with this all knowledge. Kenapa topic ni takde dalam syllabus sekolah. I think it is important topic that have to be discussed among us. Funny things is that brand macam ZARA, H&M ni kat malaysia known as branded. It is not weh. It's a knock off version of designer goods. Design from fashion show tu brand fast fashion ambik inspired and produce their own with cheap quality and labor. 

So yeahh conclusionnya fast fashion is crazy and toxic tapi sebab our demands is so high that the system in fashion industry jadi macam ni. Who's to blame? For me it's everyone business jangan cakap it's not our fault. It is everyone business. You buy the clothes. You the one yang demand the cheap clothes. Everyone trying to make a living. We and them. There should be a way for this whole system to be better. 

So tu je kot aku nak discuss today. Sumpah serious gila topic hari ni. I felt different eceh haha. I hope any of my readers back home please guys, take note. Apa yang aku cerita only small bit of the issue. You guys can learn more and tengok banyak documentary ada explain pasal ni macam "The true cost". Boleh search kat youtube it will teach you guys alot. I think that's all for today. If you want to share your thoughts just drop comment below. Love EJ






Coretan malam terakhir ramadhan

 Assalamualaikum,

Hi everyone what's good. Firstly just want to say salam ramadhan to everyone and soon Happy eid Mubarak to all muslim brothers and sisters who read this post. So tadi aku just tengok live announcement raya kat NZ so kitorang kena puasa lagi besok last and Eid will fall on Friday. Tapi it's all good, i suppose to cook for raya tonight tapi besok la nampaknya kita akan bertungkus lumus.


Well it's 3 years celebrating raya abroad. It was weird to be honest because I getting quite used to it. Sometimes I love the simplicity of it because no hassle to find new baju raya or tudung raya. You just wear what you have in the back of your closet. I felt like i more focusing on what to cook on malam raya. So at least we got the food raya morning hahaha. The best part kalau sambut kt malaysia yang masak masak raya ni selalu ibu-ibu kita haha. Ni duduk negara orang semua lauk raya aku dah reti masak. Bagus kan hahaha. Kalau tak sampai bila tak reti masak rendang. Also although we raya without our family, we got each other back. The malaysian community are really together when it comes to celebrate eid. And I would say this year is the best Ramadhan experience for me. Cause i got to focus on myself and also got to do a lot volunteering on this holy month and spend time with people. Masa i study dulu banyak masa i habis working on uni project so I takde masa nak really feel the warmth and sweetness of Ramadhan. This year i went to many iftar and help the community a lot. Meeting and hang out with the community. It's such a blessed opportunity. My flatmates also are really positive people we always tarawikh together and it makes me feel really like home. You know rezeki bulan Ramadhan sangat melimpah ruah. Ada je makanan free sampai rumah. Like I am so grateful. 


The start of this year is really tough on me. But I somehow got better. It's all really thanks to support from people around me. My friends here really help me get out from those depressing period. Moving to new place really shine the light to my life. Surrounded by supportive flatmates and friends. I want to feel loved again. And I do learn that when we in trouble we don't always have to keep it to yourself. Reaching out to people doesn't mean you a burden to anyone. It's okay to be vulnerable. Sometimes you got talk about it. Let it go and move on. Find the right person to talk about it rather than keep it all alone. Yeah today I just read my old post and then i realised the progress I have in my life. There was up and down. It's also interesting to see myself from 5 years ago. Literally the same as today. Struggling to find the job after graduate. But Idk i kind of realise something. The fact the we never know what future holds for us. 


One step takes another. 5 years ago when i have no intention to further my study, and then i got offer to study abroad. And now i have successfully graduated and right now try to patch my career again. It's always anxious how it all turns out but I know I believe in myself. I believe whatever job i been doing later in my life I will be doing my best on it. There are a few dreams. I want to start my own social organization probably NGO to help people in need. I never did volunteering masa kt malaysia. Tapi bila I move here, got interest in documentary and idk I just love the feeling of be able to help others. I start to reaching out community and offer my help. While I was working on a documentary with Malaysian embassy got in contact with The sikh community leaders that active in distributing free food to anyone in need. I go there few times to help. Love the compassion they show and idk really glad to meet them in my life. Since i met them i been thinking about the idea of starting to involve in social work. Right now i just do it casually. I really want to learn more about it and hopefully be able to do it in future. My one of the lecturer said she really proud of how i turn out since the last 3 years. I did learn a lot from this experiences not just from Massey. I felt like coming here is the best decision I ever make. It's so crazy at one time also so worthy at the end. It is totally life changing. I found new interest that i never thought i would found before. I don't really know what exactly i want. I just kinda pick anything I found throughout this journey and just following my instinct and what my heart told me to do. I don't even think i would stay in NZ after graduate. It's all just sort of happening. The timing and all. 


Now i got the part time job to at least pay my rent. I started to fill my time here and there with creative project that I could possibly do. I tried to be positive and just do the best I can. My good friend from uni keep asking me to go to networking events haha. Truthfully I don't have the best impression of going to networking events. Cause the first time i went it so sucks and awkward. The worst ever. And then I filled up my courage to go to another networking events outside uni and it was good. It feels so good. I feel like I am fire, totally nailed it. Got to exchange Linkedin and contact with few people. You know although it's not getting a job but networking is another way to find potential collaborator in future. Creative projects is all about finding the right team or partner. I just tried to put myself out there. It doesn't have to be perfect.

Yeah I think I'm alright for now. I tried to get 2nd part time job just to get enough to save some money before going back for good. But who knows what future holds for me. If there is opportunity, I'm willing to grab it. I know I am destined for something bigger something great for the community. But yeah which steps that I will took is still the question. I hope that everyone who read this wish me luck and pray for my rezeki. I will keep sharing story and experience when I have time. But yeah really love to hear from you guys. Drop me a message at facebook or instagram and i promise i treat you like a friend :)

Lots of Love from New Zealand

Salam dari perantauan to all my malaysian fellows. Happy quarantine :)

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Looking back : Apa cita cita saya ?


Hii Semua
Happy bulan kemerdekaaan to all of my fans.

Ceh perasan ada fans. Orite aku tau my blog ada traffic but memang tak lah fans. Anyway thanks for visiting my blog. Actually kan bila pikir sejenak, sebenarnya it's been a while since i have my blog ni. Aku giat berblogging ni since korang tau tak zaman blogger blogger famous tengah naik macam hanis zalikha, The other khairul, cik epal, Fatin liyana. Pergh rindu gila zaman dulu where kau boleh make a content dgn writing je. Skrg zaman dh berubah and everyone dah shift to vlogging kat youtube. And yeah aku sangat rindu zaman blogger ni. Sebab aku pun minat membaca and dengan reading kau ada banyak imaginasi. 


Okay topic hari ni kan, aku dapat idea from podcast sterk actually hahah. Sebab dorang sembang pasal cita-cita diorang masa sekolah. Lately ni aku memang asyik layan podcast. And if korang tau any great and fun podcast yang boleh aku layan. Comment kat bawah or dm akh please. I need it uhuks. Balik pada topik, when I look back there was a few dreams la for myself. Angan-angan la konon. Dulu kan, aku sebenarnya nak jadi seorang kartunis. Aku dulu sangat obses dengan section komik dekat surat khabar sampai aku potong from it and tampal dalam buku nota aku. Nostalgik gila haha. Ni la budak budak zaman 90's punya hobby tau tak macam sekarang. Anyway aku memang minat melukis and membaca pun.  Dari kecik majalah kegemaran aku "Ujang, Asuh, Bintang kecil". Ni masa aku sekolah rendah la. Idk if you guys remember la zaman kegemilangan magazine kat malaysia. Where masa tu still ada demand for it. Majalah asuh tu kan aku beli every month weh. Aku banyak sangat buku dulu sbb mmg minat. Tapi, aku tak baca buku pelajaran. Aku suka baca buku cerita or fiction la. Aku suka gi library penuhkan buku nilam.  And bila pergi pasar malam, orang cari makanan. Tapi aku cari akan gi kat uncle yg jual buku buku cerita kanak2. Ni zaman kecil kecil dulu la. Sekarang ni aku dh normal balik, aku cari makanan hahaha. Tu yang berat naik tak ingat dunia ðŸ˜‚


And then masa pun berlalu, aku pun menginjak ke zaman high school di mana aku bertukar angin ke komik pulak. Aku ni antara penyeludup komik la kat sekolah dulu. Juga sebagai seorang comic collector, aku decided to share with my good friends but you know, with great power comes with great responsibility. Hahaha. Ini adalah bisnes rahsia aku selalu seludup bawak pergi sekolah and sewakan komik tu kt kawan kawan aku, murah je hahaha. 1 komik 20 sen tak silap. Aku ingat lagi. Mmg tak profitable tapi sebab kawan kawan kan. And plus kumpul komik tu hobby and why not menyebarkan mazhab komik ni kat kawan kawan aku. Baru dapat melahirkan ramai otaku 😂. Anyway aku ada berkotak collection comic aku from gempak starz series.  And semuanya masih dalam keadaan elok lagi. Tu macam harta karun aku la. Aku ada fikir nak let go je tapi kenangan kan. Sebab dulu berangan nak bukak kedai cafe komik hahaha. Quite nerd gak la aku punya impian dulu. 


Lepas tu bila aku habis sekolah, aku start layan buku fixi and Iamlejen. Korang tau tak? Masa tu la aku start expose tu Novel genre indie. Masa zaman sekolah aku baca gak novel tapi mostly from mainstream publisher macam karangkraf, media prima, PTS dan sebagainya. Buku Fixi ni dorang lari sikit dari mainstream genre. Basically dorang lebih open dengan penggunaan bahasa yang lebih realistik and santai. Pastu tak banyak censored sgt swear word ke apa. Story dia banyak fantasi tapi cara pergaulan dalam buku tu banyak representation of cara kita bercakap in reality. So aku pun memang layan ah. Plus aku dah bosan baca novel cinta remaja. Aku nak baca buku genre yang thriller, horror or drama pulak. Bila aku minat sesuatu tu kan aku automatic jadi collector. And macam biasa aku kumpul berkotak kat rumah tu jadi harta karun. Sekarang ni aku memgumpul gadjet pulak. Sebab takde duit je, kalau aku berlambak duit, memang macam macam aku upgrade weh.

Dari 1 cita-cita banyak gak aku elaborate hahaha. Maaf la aku memang suka bercakap. Kadang-kadang nonstop. Anyway itu la antara salah satu cita-citaku 10 tahun dulu. Iaitu menjadi seorang kartunis. And ada jugak aku terpikir nak jadi graphic designer. Tu pun sebab aku ingat boleh design cover buku komik or novel hahaha. Itu je tbh aku ingatkan kerja as graphic designer. Berpandukan cita-cita itulah aku ambik graphic design kat KPTM. And I think it was the best decision for myself. I am so proud to see how much knowledge I have received until now. It was life changing. Tapi sekarang ni aku kat bidang lain pulak iaitu filmmaking hahaha. Seriously guys, we cannot predict future. You never know bro what's there for you. Tapi bila ingat balik, sebenarnya aku dah start minat buat video masa aku 16 tahun lagi. First video aku buat aku submit for competition. Kelakar gila ada lagi kat youtube. Tu aku punya debut video and acting career aku hahahaha. It was damn hilarious. Noob

Conclusion dia kan aku nak cakap from this, anything you going for your life kan. Make sure it comes from your heart. Not from other people, not from society pressure, not because of work demand. That's the only mindset you should go with. Tbh ramai sangat yang aku kenal yang tak kerja bidang yang dorang belajar. Because their passion is something else. I mean that's okay too but if you discover yourself dah minat certain subject why not just go for it? Even if it doesn't work out you won't regret it. Sebab kau dah cuba and kau dah face the challenge. Aku selalu bagitau orang sekeliling aku benda ni. Hahaha ada yang belajar accountant sampai abroad tapi aku tengok potential dia kat filmmaking. Terus aku push potential dia untuk belajar buat video ke apa dengan aku. Sekarang dah pandai budak tu. Bagi aku when there's a will there's a way. Ada sorang kawan aku ni dia belajar physiotherapy and dah kerja dah pun bidang tu and gaji solid. Lepas tu dia quit everything and decided to study animation. I have mad respect for him sebab ada courage to do that. And he decided to start over at the age of 25 and still bila graduate dia dah 27 camtu. See, nothing is impossible. At the end of the day, kau akan buat apa yang kau minat jugak. Tbh it really depressing to come to work everyday and hate your job. If we want to get paid why can't we get paid with a smile on our face right? Ceh dah macam pakar motivasi pulak. Well if ada any publisher baca blog ni mana tau nak offer aku tulis buku ke. Walaupun aku tak reti nak tulis secara serious aku boleh cuba. Macam menarik gak hahaha. Anyway itu je kot aku nak sembang hari ni. 
Dont forget to leave comment below or you know you guys can reach me on my social media kalau nak berdiskusi lebih mendalam tentang ini. And kalau tegur aku tu cakap la coming from my blog. Kalau kau randomly cakap hi pastu nak berkenalan aku memang tak layan doh 😂 

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Pengalaman kerja part time abroad (New Zealand Ep)

 Hi Assalamualaikum,


Salam sejahtera dan Salam 1 Malaysia. Bersama saya Eqa melaporkan dari New Zealand secara langsung ke Astro Awani.

Hahaha apa macam okay tak aku jadi news reporter. You know what, suprisingly i ada la jugak consider news reporter as career path despite its own challenges. Tapi yeah takpe kan berangan.


Okay guyss what's up. So today aku nak tells my fun and nightmare stories about my part time job in New Zealand. I have done the Malaysian version of it in the past, but you know time flies so fast that I've got time now to tell part of stories in my life. Anyway sorry kalau this post macam sangat ma-nglish. I guess that's how I am now a very rojak Malaysian.


Okay masa first year aku datang New Zealand, I always wanted to have a part time job. But I waited till my 2nd year to get one just because aku nak fokus belajar first year and you know just try adapting myself with this whole new system of education and lifestyle sini.

So masa second year aku pun hunting part time job and alhamdulillah dapat kerja kat 1 Malaysia stall at food court ni. Aku also ada others few part time job aku buat kat sana. You know living cost tinggi and I want to live a decent life - travelling, shopping. So I worked hard for it. Without further ado, let's get to the point.


1) Malaysian food Stall @ Food court

Pada 1 hari yang indah aku pergi beli makanan kat food court ni. And idk masa tu aku macam terdetik hati untuk tanya whether they needed helper tak that time. Terus bos tu hire aku and aku start la kerja kat situ. I think I stay about a year and a half. I love working surrounding food, I guess korang yg baca my old post tau yg aku dulu kerja pizzahut and thai restaurant. I really enjoy kerja pizza despite their stupid low capitalist wages. 

Tempat tu kecik je it just a standard food court punya stall. Ada 2 lot. Kitorang jual all kinds of malaysian food. Ada roti canai, roti tissue, nasi lemak, nasi briyani, mee goreng, rendang daging and all sorts of Malaysian food. It was really fun to see local - Mat salleh enjoying our beloved malaysian food. I never tau being so proud of being Malaysian. I just realized how precious our food are especially when I moved here. Itu lah orang kata benda dulu depan mata tak reti appreciate, bila benda dah takde baru nak mencari-cari. 

You know what's funny, I felt like malaysian desire to go abroad so much and then when they sampai sana they still looking for Malaysian food balik. Guess what, cause our food is unbeatable. Really. I always looking for Malaysian food for my lunch. I guess a bit part of myself yg traditional ni still ada and I have pride at Malaysian food.

What i love the most about the food stall is the boss is so kind. He always let me bring back food home. Sometimes a lot. And I always munching peanut while I was working haha for snacking. I used to being a kitchen assistant at pizzahut so I guess I okay je do all the kitchen prep. For me it's really a chill job. Tapi time busy memang busy la. And also senang nak solat sbb owner malay so dorg paham. That is one of the job I really sayang and have to quit sebab they have to  closed down because of covid. Really sad for it to be happen. I mean kalau tak best why would I stay for a year and a half. Their food is really authentic malaysian food. Owner pulak orang johor so I mmg suka gila ah food kat situ. 

Manis moment and bad moments pun ada tapi sbb owner aku jenis yg tak toxic so If it's just one worker toxic dia tak effect sgt compare tu boss yang toxic. You know what I mean. Best part ah kerja situ aku belajar masak and kitchen prep. I learn about being efficient in preparing food. I really want to thank cik yazid and achik to teach me a lot. Achik yg banyak bagi wise advice and never once being petty to share me cooking skills. And Cik Yazid yang always layan my weird story although dia malas nak layan tp still angguk dengar aku sembang. Also dia sabar je dgn perangai clumsy aku yg tak pernah ingat muka customer. And also Mak Itam yang felt like a mother to me. I always thought you guys like my family. I definitely will visit you guys in Malaysia soon. Nasib baik kampung aku dekat je dengan dorang. 

Thanks la Cik yazid for hiring me, I know I am such a headache but really, thanks for accepting me as who I am.


2) Cleaning 11 tingkat office building

Okay guyss. I told you guys I've got few others places I have been working since I've live in NZ. So aku kerja sini time end of my 2nd year and during summer break. Aku tahan 4 months je.

Here's why :

- They give me 3 hrs and 15 min to clean the whole building. So basically the building ada 11 tingkat. But ada 4 orang pekerja. Setiap orang buat 1 chores. Whether it's vaccuming, clean toilet, wiping or clean kitchen. But 1 chores for the whole level. Even if there is deep cleaning needed they don't even give us extra hours which is extra sucks.

- Always have not enough supplies and we have to figure out how to keep everything in stock. Kena topup tissue everyday sbb apparently dorang pakai tissue system macam tu. Yang very incovenient. Should just toilet rolls instead. 

- Work division was hardcore unfair. We have 1 supervisor and 3 staff. Yang aku tak puas hatinya. Supervisor aku really cut corners and do the easiest scores which is wiping table je. Bukan wipe tingkap ke cermin. It's really not fair and he didn't even help his subordinate when we needed. He just arah other staff to help even other staff have already full on their plates. I really hate him so much for doing that. It's really hard to explain to him our concern sbb macam cakap dengan spender basah. Btw he's from india and really stubborn. Idk la but i hear It's really need strong head to work with Indian. They just really stubborn. Not try to be racist but I have top be careful afterwards. Not everyone obviously but tu lah. Haih And aku with another staff je yg have to switch chores every week. So whether aku buat vaccum or clean toilet

- Manager is useless. Me and another staff which is actually my friend try to talk with her and express our complaints about the supervisor tapi sbb dua dua sama bangsa sama india. Cakap dengan dia sama je macam cakap dengan spender basah. Tak bergerak macam tu je. What worse when manager try to take side on the supervisor which idk what you thinking mam. Kau tak kerja dgn dia, Kitorg staff yang kena tahan hari-hari. Thank god it's just 5 days a week. And also aku pernah eh sakit period cramp so dalam policy company boleh je inform manager kalau takleh dtg sbb sakit in less than 4hrs before. So aku inform within that time. Guess what dia cakap just try to wait for period cramp to be okay and kalau okay datang je la kerja. I was so speechless, so aku cakap aku rasa aku mmg takleh dtg since aku tak larat. Dia still insist to call like an hour before work pastu aku cakap aku memang takleh baru dia mengalah jugak. Like hellooooo where is your common sense. I get kau tak cukup org but you the manager there must be backup and better system when this happens. There is so many bad things about thsi company and how they actually manage their staff. Fucking unbelievable

- Crazy amount of work : Okay bila aku cakap crazy I really mean this. 1 person to clean 33 toilet in 3 hours. Tell me how it's not crazy. On top of that they demand a deep cleaning for 2 lvl at least for everyday which taking more times. I punya nak adapt tu sampai I have to clean 1 toilet in only 5 min which is macam lunatic. Nak kena topup tissue lagi like kau gila ke. I have only have total of 15 min for 1 toilet men and ladies and then OKU toilet. Kalau terlebih masa I will be running out of time. As soon i finish one lvl i have to run like I was in fucking marathon to get to the lift with my big ass loaded trolley. Sorry ah aku swearing tapi bila ingat balik camne tah aku tahan. 

- Itu toilet punya cerita. While kalau kau on vaccuming. Kau kena help org toilet collect all the toilet trash from the whole building. This take at least 30 min and you have to run again like a fucking marathon. Baru we can start our own job. See la macam mana tak gila.  Lepas habis to kena vaccum emergency stairs the whole building pulak. Dah tu supervisor aku buat apa. Bawak perut je kehulu hilir. Dia selalu bagi alasan tak cukup masa nak supervise. Luls I bet he even checked our own work. I don't even know what he was doing, sbb dia selalu siap awal and lepak kt room. Vaccum pulak office of course la kena check 1-1 bawah table dorg. Mula2 aku kerja situ aku rasa macam this is fucking impossible, tapi idk how I cuba jugak buat. Tapi memang penat takyah cakap macam haram. Aku rasa aku lose weight gak ah. Balik je rumah kaki aku macam menggeletar nak jalan pun susah. Obviously company ni mmg gila labour abuse. Nasib aku tak report je kat Jabatan buruh sini. Bila aku cerita kat orang pasal job ni no one can believe their ears. 

- So my tips kalau nak cari kerja cleaning at least find 4 hrs min and ask them how big is the building. Cause I can say all cleaning job is a very physical job and need set of standard fitness to be able to cope. Anyway different company different policy. 


Btw on top of these crazy job I also kerja kat malaysian food stall in the morning and this cleaning job at night during summer. Literally my life just being so pathetic to find money to survive. Tapi aku happy sebab dgn duit ni la aku mampu nak balik malaysia every year and visit my family and also bring back gift for the. I also grateful that I able to help my family when dorg susah. 


And then guess what aku berhenti and balik Malaysia for few months and then Covid happens. Aku mmg dah stop kerja cleaning tu sbb hardcore sangat. But still keep the food court job. Since nanti aku nak study dah I can only manage 1 job at a time. Adalah kerja sampai around march ke april. Pastu Lockdown hahahahaha. Dan saya pun tanam anggur for about a year. Yeah a year without income. Nasib Mara ada tapi kena ikat perut la. Korang yang eager sangat nak gi abroad ni you guys need to know the reality. It is tough. Apa yang org study abroad semua share apa yang desirable je kat social media. That's why our mentality thought it is better out there. It is better yes if you look at the high living wages but also high living cost. I don't even have to say how much I pay for the rent. You guys can google it by yourselves. It's crazy. 

Citer dia memang la it's 3 times bigger currency dari malaysia. Dah tu bila kau duduk sini kau still kena beli all groceries and necessities and berapa je kau boleh saving. Boleh kalau kau tak beli apa apa. Just ikat je la perut. Bagi aku rugi dah dtg jauh2 tapi tak explore negara ni. Tak travel and it's such a waste. You have no idea how beautiful New Zealand. It's another whole universe of nature. Whether is wild or not. It's fascinating. My best view i will say Ruapehu snow mountain and Sunset at the Wharariki Beach. It's so beautiful. Bagi aku nature kat new zealand ni is so untouchable. They do really care about the environment. Things that we should try to incorporate it back home.

So while aku stop kerja for while I've got to focused more on my final year as a film student. Sumpah challenging. You have no idea to shoot during pandemic camne. Dah la buat documentary. Pening sis, anyway it was a great success. I will talk about it in a different post and yeah just talked about it. Btw kerja aku tak habis lagi. I've got one last job


3) Cleaning at Museum ( Early morning shift)

When I said early it is really early. Waking up at 4am and go to work at 5am. Pastu ends at 9am. Actually this is my current job. After aku habis study I decided to stay for a bit and manage to get this job you know sementara cari kerja in creative fields. It's not that I want to kerja cleaning but I have to survive. So what choices aku ada. Boleh je kerja retail ke apa tapi sbb kerja ni early morning so it won't meddle much time during the day. So aku boleh buat my own personal creative project or just improving my skills. Cause aku still nak keep active buat stuff that really is my passion. This job is not so bad apart from waking up so early. You got to come to museum it's a great place to start your day. Kalau ada lebih masa boleh tengok the exhibition and baca all the history there. It's so fun to me.

Actually I really interested to work at a museum or working on an exhibition project. Really keen. So I thought working here I can learn a lot of stuff too. And it's a physical job yeay to improving my fitness level. Aku actually ada macam impian untuk bawak this whole new experience of museum to Malaysia. I just thought museum kat Malaysia sangat basic and boring and tak innovative. Museum should be exciting and inviting sbb you know it's the place where we learn about the culture. I hope that Malaysia will spend some budget to work on our museum so we can protect our heritage. It also could be improve tourist industry. 

Kerja museum ni okay la tak hardcore sangat cleaning yang penting siap ada break lagi. Supervisor pun really chill baik je sgt memahami. 1 je cons dia : bangun awal pagi which is kena tidur awal which is aku tak boleh. When you are such a night owl. It's a struggle to change the routine haha. Aku sampai terpaksa ask my best friend to help call me from Malaysia. Guna whatsapp ah. Aku set je alarm tapi kdg2 brain aku taknak bangun sbb to deep in sleep. So tu je la citer dia. Aku baru je kerja tempat ni so I don't see what worse yet. I hope I can stay for a quite time. 

Korang doakan la hidup aku dipermudahkan rezeki kat sini. Aku cuba guna this platform to help giving people knowledge and also sharing my real experience. I bet you won't really see much about the reality of living abroad. It does come with many stakes. But at the end of the day It's you call to choose. For better or for worse. You do you alright. 

Sekian saja my post untuk kali ni. Semoga kita bertemu lagi. Aku macam nak keep posting every month la. Hopefully aku boleh istiqamah. See you next time. And yeah feel to ask any question. 

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